Unsure about my religion? (christianity!)?

I'm only fourteen, and i've been raised as a christian, I've done the sacraments (communion,confession,confirmation) and Mom and I used to go to m nearly every Sunday, but now I just don't see the point. I mean I like to believe in something out there, preferably god as it gives meaning and you can pray when you've noone else but I just don't see the in going to m. The priest blabbers on about pointless stories that I can't even understand and have no impact whatsoever. I don't know what I want, My mom isn't really forcing me into the religion anymore but we'd still be clified as christians and we'd still believe except were not too pushy on m. As I've got older in school and stuff we've been learning about different religions and to be honest i'm more attracted to the types of religion where priest can marry etc., I feel kinda bad as I've been rared to be christian so far and my grandmother is very,very holy so I would feel bad if I changed.. (And also, I've learned that priests aren't even that nice since half of them d kids back in the old dayss..) Should I be feeling bad? Does anybody else feel the same?